Beauty Theory

The only kind of beauty that is appreciated today is the kind that is permanently frozen forever. Because as a material based society we only seek meaning to that which is holdable. To see pulchritude as an object, is to see dreams as a substance. I look around everyday, I see all the ugly, horrid, repulsive behaviors that mankind deliberates. There is so little emphasis on the beauty of what people do. Is that why beauty is so hard to come by? Are we all just stuck in our black holes of ugliness, that even trying to reach for the light of beauty is a far fetched dream?Think about where beauty lies; love, expression, trust, compassion. No one wants love; they would rather hook up. Expression is often bashed; it does not fit the norm. Trust; so often broken. We are all scared to trust at all. Compassion; over thrown by greed of the dollar bill. My vision of beauty is something effortless, careless, balanced. Yet, all the things that can represent beauty is a struggle to attain effortlessly, carelessly, with ease. I suppose my thoughts are slightly contaminated by the ugliness of my own life. The holes of emptiness are so easily filled by that of negativity. Seeping in unwelcome, but not asked to leave. Because feeling something is better than not feeling anything at all.